I question my life, debate my purpose
Pain follows me, drains everything
No one to talk to
Don't really want anyone to talk to
Don't want to bring people down
I keep a goofy clown smile, hide it all
Maybe that's my fall
She rises to the top
Memories haunt me, good, bad
Wish it was a fad, gone in an instance
But it isn't, burned into my mind
I got to find a way to pass it
But my past won't let me
I guess I'm paying the ultimate fee
It was so clear, but I couldn't see it
So stupid, looking for Cupid
Not a day goes by without me thinking
Not a day goes where I wish I could be drinking
Drowning in my sorrow
Wishing there was no
Death is all I want
Cold, lifeless, empty
The definition of life
No warmth even in hell
King of the world
Holding the crown above
One fatal slip on the ground
Just another wasted life
Generations spent searching
Purpose, love, happiness
Concepts we'll never grasp
No one will ever know
Pain, sorrow, anger
Feelings we know like a friend
But they are more a fiend
A wicked curse put on me
Spoiled with gifts and money
Worthless material goods
A replacement fill for your needs
Never getting what you want
Tear after tear
The feeling of drowning
Dreadful memories appear
The worst is always near
Not worth a fight
Find the whit