I question my life, debate my purpose
Pain follows me, drains everything
No one to talk to
Don't really want anyone to talk to
Don't want to bring people down
I keep a goofy clown smile, hide it all
Maybe that's my fall
She rises to the top
Memories haunt me, good, bad
Wish it was a fad, gone in an instance
But it isn't, burned into my mind
I got to find a way to pass it
But my past won't let me
I guess I'm paying the ultimate fee
It was so clear, but I couldn't see it
So stupid, looking for Cupid
Not a day goes by without me thinking
Not a day goes where I wish I could be drinking
Drowning in my sorrow
Wishing there was no tomorrow.
You had a dream where I ended it
I laughed it off, but now I want to ask, how?
Just another regret, take a bet how many more I have
The only threat to me is me
I need a detox, but that day ain't here.
Just wish I could flip it, side B on the cassette
Not yet says the brunette
So upset over nothing, but it must be something.
Can't bring myself to talk to he